Pandora's Box BackfiresShowing you the real me would be like opening Pandora’s Box…lethal and self destructive. Not self destructive for you, however. Self destructive for me. Do you wonder why I never tell you how I feel? Do you wonder why I never show my emotions, or open up about anything that I am feeling, or thinking? Do you want to know why?Pandora's Box Backfires
The discouraging thing about this whole tumultuous cycle is… I have. I have opened up to the people I thought cared. I have been open, and honest with you because I thought I could trust you to show your support. I was completely wrong though. As always…it turned into compassion for yours
You and II stare blankly and emotionless into the distance You notice for a brief moment, and ask me what’s on my mind I drift back into reality, and half convincingly state nothing That false and unconvincing answer seems to please you, and you return to your superficial self I return to shadows You asked me once why I never smiled I just simply responded because I’m not happy You laughed, and went along your way I stood there with your laughter ringing in my ears You asked me once why I was so shy I told you it was because I wasn’t beautifulYou and I
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Typical Day of DepressionMy alarm goes off, and I sigh with dread Here comes another day of pretending Here comes another day of hiding my emotions Hiding my pain and despair Putting on a happy faceTypical Day of Depression
Downplaying my agony
Letting others walk all over me Having people see what they want to see, not the truth Sitting in silence, and in a constant stage of numbness Gong through the motions of my day Trying not to crack under pressure Concealing my urge to scream out
Simply surviving for just one more day Than I am alone I am still numb I am just thinking I think too much &nb
BarriersOk… I am going to break down the barrier I surrender I am going to let you in, and become completely vulnerableBarriers
You’ve convinced me
I hope you are worth this sacrifice Because, I am scared I am scared you will hurt me Like the others before you I hope you realize how difficult this is for me If you really love me, than have patience I wish I could tell that I worth the hardship But honestly, I have no idea
That is something we will both have to learn So… I am going to break down the barrier
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"You don't look to excited to see me. Aren't I your favorite person?" -my friend
"Damn straight, Kitty-kun." -yours truly.
If a cow laughed really hard would milk come out it's nose?
Don't you find it diturbing that 'therapist' is just 'the rapist'?
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I badly believe that everything that exist, everything that has done and have to come, has an aim. Everything is Inevitable. Even our own dreams are inevitable thoughts. Thinking like this, to breathe is a little bit easy and meaningful.
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98% of teens would be dead if Twilight said breathing wasn't cool. Post this if you are part of the 2% laughing.
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If all is fair in love and war does that mean it's legal to shoot my partner????
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If all is fair in love and war does that mean it's legal to shoot my partner????
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~Your fears are mine then we are afraid together...~~~
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Please visit me and stay for a bit [link]
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~Your fears are mine then we are afraid together...~~~
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Please visit me and stay for a bit [link]
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Das ist das letzte Mal, dass ich dein Blut aufwische.
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